holdinitdown
11-04-2001, 05:14 PM
aight, i gotta lil problem, and its confusing the hell outta me...and im sorry if this is extremely long, but heres how it begins: my boy has his girlfriend, they been goin out for i think 3 months, and everytime all our friends chill, i always hear from her that she hates him and that they cant stand to be near eachother and they are always fighting....now thing is, she will always come to me and neva one of her closer friends (i only met her when my friend met her and started datin her)...so i could say life goes on, and then halloween comes along....so me one of her friends and my boy hung out wit eachother to go and chill have a lil get together, and to go trick or treatin (despite our ages 16-17) in her friends building, but its just to have a good time....so as we go along, we got some candy, but for some reason it was really hot in the building and i had to keep on raisin my mask to rest atop my head so i can get some air. she ( my boys girl ) kept on lowering it on my face and having herself a good ol' time...i thought this was kinda cute of her and we just like messed around like simple physical flirting, like i would try to trip her ass and she would pull my mask down all the way so i couldnt see anythin and i would walk my ass into a wall or something....we had alot of fun with eachother and that whole time she didnt do shyt with her bf ( my boy ) not even talk to him, just mess wit me....later on they had a fight and he was like that hes gonna leave in five minutes regarless that we said we would break out in 2 hours....after he threatened his departure, she went to go talk to him then she came back and then maybe 40 mins later she went to go talk to him again.....and they ended up hooking up for like 10 or 15 mins....i was getting ready to go cuz it was getting kinda late and i walked in on them and i was like "OH my bad" but they were like they were done anyway so my boy left to go hit the bathroom and she was left on the bed, she then said to me that she hates him soo much and she did that only did that cuz she pities him...NEXT DAY i went over to her friends house again wit my boy and another friend of ours and his girl...we went to the girl who owns the house's bed and we just chilled...we watched tv and suddenly my boys girl kinda cuddles up and rests on me to then begin messaging my hands for liek 20 mins each hand...then she even uses lotion and shyt...i was enjoyin it and i even told her that and she was like she knew i would, and we were just talking very softly to eachother meanwhile her bf sat on the other side of the bed watching tv...then he had to leave so did my our other friend...so it just ended up being me, the girl who owns the house and my boys gf...we were doing so much flirting like she was like dancing wit me and she would touch my nose and like caress it and then to go and to start ticklin me...then by surprise her friend put some leftover hair dye in a can in my hair...i flipped out they just laughed, so i went to go clean it out...i began to wash it out in the sink and i when i looked up, she was just standing there watching, so i asked her "whats wrong, are u arright?", she said yeah im fine, so i when up to her too see if she was tellin me the truth and she just looked at me as if she was kinda lost in my eyes (btw, she has the most incredible eyes, they start off green and they end in brown, theyre like cat eyes) and i was lost in hers...so we just stood there lookin at eachother for about 5 mins straight, like she wantes to say "kiss me" or some shyt...but i just couldnt cuz of my boy, it would be wrong and i couldnt do that to him....AND 2 DAYS AFTER we went to the park to chill- most of our friends...well we were kinda sitting on a park banister and she was like rubbin the back of my leg wit her foot and putting her hand on mine and so forth, then she began to walk away saying to everyone shes goin for a walk, and she asked me if i would like to come along....and NOT her bf....so we went walking for like 20 mins, then her friends called her lookin for her, so we went back, her bf had left, and i asked how come she didnt ask him and she said, cuz she cant stand to be near him and they would prolly just fight....then again she left the group without us knowing and suddenly i got a call on my cell from her saying "come look for me" so i was goin all ova the park lookin for her and when i found her she gave me that same kinda "kiss me" look....but then again i couldnt....i felt so bad, and i wanted to kisss her too if it wasnt for the middle man (my friend and her bf)...so here i am still thinking bout what to do, now learning that my boy dont care fo her neither, he said he would just get anotha bytch from the same school thaas all....so with all this info and shyt i stilll dont know what to do....im so confused if yall got any advice i would appreciate it....