If He Truly Loves Me...

[jennifer]

If he truly love me, he would not be able to enjoy another woman's kiss, or another woman's touch.

If he truly loves me, then the time without me will make him realize he truly loves me. If he truly loves me, he'll come back to me as he said he would.

if he truly loved me, he would not even try to kiss or touch anothe woman and the thought of this makes my body hurt with surges of pain - and yet he laughs. " I delight in your misery", he says. I think he must truly be delighted!

I cannot bear the thought that I have lost him forever, for even if he came back to me, I could not risk being hurt again - it gets worse every time. I cannot understand why he'd talk so bad about me, take phone calls from other females into another room and yet I'm not allowed to be mad. I can be called names and I can be told that I'm not as good as him and I am supposed to believe this.

My feelings are taken for granted as is my love for him. I can no longer put him first in my life. Why does this hurt so much?

[Kaisharga]

See the responses to the "What do I do about my boyfriend Cheating" thread, especially BabyMother's reply. We can all tell you to break up with that B45tard, but it's up to you whether or not to do it.

My personal sentiment is that this guy of whom you speak is a real rat bastard, and has been abusing you for a good while. Best reassess that, and if you need to, talk to a counselor about that abuse. Yes, it's abuse.

--Kaisharga

[Joey]

Forget about him and move on. He is not worth your time and love.

[Byron]

I want to share the lyric of this song "Butterfly" by Mariah Carey with you. Someone told me about it and reading the lyric did help me during a part of my life in the past. It's a beautiful song with a meaningful lyric. I hope it will help you too.

Butterfly - Mariah Carey

When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It's easy to succumb
To overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imagined
I could keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open up my hands
And watch you rise

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Oh, fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

I have learned that beauty
Has to flourish in the light
Wild horses run unbridled
Or their spirit dies
You have given me the courage
To be all that I can
And I truly feel your heart
Will lead you back to me
When you're ready to land

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Oh, fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

I can't pretend these tears
Aren't overflowing steadily
I can't prevent this hurt
From almost overtaking me
But I will stand and say goodbye
For you'll never be mine
Until you know the way it feels to fly

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Oh, fly abandonedly into the sun
(Fly to the sun)
If you should return to me
(I will know you were mine)
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
(Spread your wings and fly)
Butterfly

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Oh, fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly
So flutter through the sky
Butterfly
Fly
Spread your wings and fly
Butterfly