sweetie87
09-16-2001, 06:33 PM
Theres this guy that im involved with, and we both love each other (hes liked me since before the end of the summer, i started to then but didnt talk to him for awhile and i started to like him again around the begining of september) but he was dating a friend of mine before, but they went out for only a week and its been 2 weeks since then but shes loved him for like 3 years now. He wants me to go out with him but I told him no, for one reason, hes kind of unpopular so im embarrased to even though ive been told not to care what other people think, but mostly because my friend still has strong feelings for him and I dont want to ruin our friendship, she does know that I love him though, and I dont know how she feels about it, were still close friends and such, but.. I dont know. Also, Fri. he said that if i didnt go to homecoming w. him or whatever he was going to ask someone else and I said i dont know if i can go so he said ok im going to ask someone else and he left!!!! I was mad then, and i had no reason to be, now im sort of depressed!!!! Also, it seems like since last thursday hes been loosing interest, he doesnt pay as much attention to me and he doesnt talk to me as much as before. (id slept with him the friday before this for the 1st time ek) n e way... we had a couple little fights in the couple days after, he was getting mad that i didnt want to go out w/ him and i told him it was because of my friend but i guess he didnt seem to understand it then but now he does i guess, and he said like 'is all u want from me is a bed' or whatever but its not all i want! Hes the one always askin when i can comeover and telling me all the times he'll be alone and such, ugh...i dont know what to do, i need suggestions on how to get his interest back and what else to do! Is he pulling away or something being im so hesitant to go to the homecoming w/ him and date him?? I dont know what to do! I feel like i messed everything up