sneh

[gringo]

I lay down in my bed at night, crying in my heart.
You tell me you love me! But I'm still alone.
Shivering, thinking and cold in the dark.
Without you my heart feels like a dead stone.

If you love me, Why do I still feel so miserable?
I sit in the cold empty bed staring up at the roof.
What you are feeling I can never seem to tell.
How can I live when you are so aloof.

I need you here with me, I feel like I'm dying.
But you aren’t here you are out with your friends.
So alone in the solitude of my bed I lay again crying.
You and me being apart seems to have no ends.

I should pull out my knife and start cutting my arm.
To watch my blood run over it, so free, so unloved.
I sit alone, just me and the nights silent scream.
To myself, I am the most hated.

I think I died that night, I remember hearing you cry
I remember silently screaming with no one to hear me
I remember you saying "I love you but, goodbye"
And no more will we ever be..?