Dark Angel291
07-03-2001, 10:23 PM
My Crush, My bestfriend
You sit together hand in hand.
My dreams and fantisies,
of us one day being together slowly fade,
as you sit there in my backyard,
holding my bestfriends hand.
The memories I hold of the good times we
spent together are just that;
memories.
The pain of jealously and anger rushes
through my body as I see you kiss her;
my bestfriend,the one I share hopes,
dreams and the one who holds my deepest
secrets.
I am tortured by seeing the two of you
together so lively so happy.
Just like we could have been.
If only yoiu would have given me a chance;
A chance to prove my love for you.
A chance to go back and fix my mistake.
But instead I sit here in pain and agony
as I watch the two of you, your so
happy that you don't have a care in
the world.
All the pain and suffering could have been
prevented if only.....
If only I would haved said three words, the
words "I Love You", when you asked how I
felt about you.
But instead I studdered to say
"I don't know".
And now your here in my backyard
kissing my bestfriend.
When you stop you glance over at me,
a tear of pain rolls down my cheek
as I say "I Love You" :bawling:
You sit together hand in hand.
My dreams and fantisies,
of us one day being together slowly fade,
as you sit there in my backyard,
holding my bestfriends hand.
The memories I hold of the good times we
spent together are just that;
memories.
The pain of jealously and anger rushes
through my body as I see you kiss her;
my bestfriend,the one I share hopes,
dreams and the one who holds my deepest
secrets.
I am tortured by seeing the two of you
together so lively so happy.
Just like we could have been.
If only yoiu would have given me a chance;
A chance to prove my love for you.
A chance to go back and fix my mistake.
But instead I sit here in pain and agony
as I watch the two of you, your so
happy that you don't have a care in
the world.
All the pain and suffering could have been
prevented if only.....
If only I would haved said three words, the
words "I Love You", when you asked how I
felt about you.
But instead I studdered to say
"I don't know".
And now your here in my backyard
kissing my bestfriend.
When you stop you glance over at me,
a tear of pain rolls down my cheek
as I say "I Love You" :bawling: