Acousticman
09-18-2002, 12:32 AM
Dear people....
Well, where can I begin. I have known this girl for 6 years and we have just been friends until earlier this spring. They grew further and further and to say the least we believe we are soul mates. I am a holistic homeopath and an energy balancer in the Body work field. I am in tone with my spirituality and surroundings including signs and messages I see everywhere when I think about her and when I am with her. When we started feeling these feelings, she was with someone for 2 years and now they are broken up because she knew he wasn't the one. I can't go into detail what has happened between us, but it is not of this earth. She said "no one has ever made her feel the way you do," and I agree vice versa. We know when we want to talk to each other even though she lives 200 miles away. ESP is very strong.
She has been in and out of long term relationships for 7 years. I have been single for 2 years. We have talked of getting together, but we both agree it wouldn't be wise. I know she needs to be single for a while, but we can't stop thinking about each other. When we see each other ever other weekend It grows even stronger and to make things even more powerful, she is moving back to where I live. I know seeing or hearing about her with other people would drive me crazy and she said she would feel the same way about me in that situation. We have told each other we love each other, which took us 3 months to say, even though we knew we did from the start. I know I cannot lose her and she feels she cannot lose me. We both agreed we will never find what we have again. I have been with and seen a lot of people too, so has she. I know I will look for her in other people.
I guess my question to this most difficult fork road in my life is. She feels she needs to be herself for a while. Not have to tell her significant other where she was or not have to worry about him. Not trying to make him happy, you know. I am thinking about moving out to Colorado into the mountains, which is where my heart is, funny as it turns out is, that's where her heart is too. Summit county in the rocky mountains. Move there so she can be herself and I could let her feel comfortable doing what she wants to do and hoping I would get a call from Denver airport saying she needed a ride to come and be with me. I had told her this and she said she probably would. I am not the rebound guy, we had these feelings when she was happily with her ex...... We know we are soul mates and I am not taking that lightly in some kind of love crush way. We know each others deepest thoughts to our very souls. Should I ask her to be with me now? or should I wait and see how her single life unfolds here with uncertainty?
Well, where can I begin. I have known this girl for 6 years and we have just been friends until earlier this spring. They grew further and further and to say the least we believe we are soul mates. I am a holistic homeopath and an energy balancer in the Body work field. I am in tone with my spirituality and surroundings including signs and messages I see everywhere when I think about her and when I am with her. When we started feeling these feelings, she was with someone for 2 years and now they are broken up because she knew he wasn't the one. I can't go into detail what has happened between us, but it is not of this earth. She said "no one has ever made her feel the way you do," and I agree vice versa. We know when we want to talk to each other even though she lives 200 miles away. ESP is very strong.
She has been in and out of long term relationships for 7 years. I have been single for 2 years. We have talked of getting together, but we both agree it wouldn't be wise. I know she needs to be single for a while, but we can't stop thinking about each other. When we see each other ever other weekend It grows even stronger and to make things even more powerful, she is moving back to where I live. I know seeing or hearing about her with other people would drive me crazy and she said she would feel the same way about me in that situation. We have told each other we love each other, which took us 3 months to say, even though we knew we did from the start. I know I cannot lose her and she feels she cannot lose me. We both agreed we will never find what we have again. I have been with and seen a lot of people too, so has she. I know I will look for her in other people.
I guess my question to this most difficult fork road in my life is. She feels she needs to be herself for a while. Not have to tell her significant other where she was or not have to worry about him. Not trying to make him happy, you know. I am thinking about moving out to Colorado into the mountains, which is where my heart is, funny as it turns out is, that's where her heart is too. Summit county in the rocky mountains. Move there so she can be herself and I could let her feel comfortable doing what she wants to do and hoping I would get a call from Denver airport saying she needed a ride to come and be with me. I had told her this and she said she probably would. I am not the rebound guy, we had these feelings when she was happily with her ex...... We know we are soul mates and I am not taking that lightly in some kind of love crush way. We know each others deepest thoughts to our very souls. Should I ask her to be with me now? or should I wait and see how her single life unfolds here with uncertainty?