For M.

[nessa]

Until when will you fall
into the darkness.
I'm here waiting.
Try to touch
through the shields of glass
dividing between the two worlds.
Yesterday when I cried you were'nt here,
far from me you sat and stared
at the stars of tomorrow.
You told me that you would never leave-
and you fell from between my fingers.
You told me that you loved me-
and I tried to find my way through the dark
in the mist
away from me, from your glance.
I told you that I loved you-
just not in those words.
You disappeared from me today,
you promised you would never leave,
I said that I love you-
just not in those words.