SoggyKitten
04-09-2002, 01:25 PM
I have a female friend that I met on-line several months ago and next week will be having our first face-to-face meeting. It will be nothing special, just hanging out together for a time, while I am in town on a business trip. We exchange several e-mails during the week as well as chat a lot. We have talked on the phone a few times as well and we seem to get along really great. She has a boyfriend and I am married. Sex between ourselves has never been a topic for discussion, but we have discussed sexual problems with our significant others.
The problem, on my side at least, is that the friendship has grown into a serious crush. I love this woman like you would not believe and I want her desperately. We are both very much into oral sex and I would like nothing more than to spend several hours with my head between her legs giving her orgasm after orgasm.
I have been married for a long time and I have never felt this way about anyone else before. I have already made up my mind that I want to do this so I don't need any negative responses trying to talk me out of it. I have always been a firm believer that someone can be in love with more than one person at the same time, it simply has never happened to me.
I have read up on all of the material on seduction but I am not really sure that I want to seduce her. She already knows that I love her because I have told her so. She has not reciprocated the feeling but I do know that she likes me a lot. Her friendship means a great deal to me and I do not want to do anything to jeopordize that but I cannot get her off of my mind... nor do I want to. I simply cannot let the opportunity slip by if it is there but I do not even know how to tell if there really is an opportunity. It is possible she feels the same way but how do I tell?
The problem, on my side at least, is that the friendship has grown into a serious crush. I love this woman like you would not believe and I want her desperately. We are both very much into oral sex and I would like nothing more than to spend several hours with my head between her legs giving her orgasm after orgasm.
I have been married for a long time and I have never felt this way about anyone else before. I have already made up my mind that I want to do this so I don't need any negative responses trying to talk me out of it. I have always been a firm believer that someone can be in love with more than one person at the same time, it simply has never happened to me.
I have read up on all of the material on seduction but I am not really sure that I want to seduce her. She already knows that I love her because I have told her so. She has not reciprocated the feeling but I do know that she likes me a lot. Her friendship means a great deal to me and I do not want to do anything to jeopordize that but I cannot get her off of my mind... nor do I want to. I simply cannot let the opportunity slip by if it is there but I do not even know how to tell if there really is an opportunity. It is possible she feels the same way but how do I tell?