him

[BaSweetie]

14 arial
Mom

I know i said i liked him
but what hurt was it wasn't true
i know i said i was happy for you
but when your with him im so blue
i know you think he is great
but, truely you are wrong

I dont want to upset you
but im afraid i have to

i know that you love him
but,. i can't say i do
for when i try my hardest
its not good enough for either of you

i babysit all the time
and never ask for one dime
im always home to help out
but no ones there for me
its not my fault im almost at insanity
you'll see

i can't stand to talk to him
not even on the phone
nothings ever good enough
and im always wrong .

i know that you seeit
i know you know its there
why do you ignore it
why don't you care
you wonder why people are driven away
why people never want to stay.
because of him

so when i move far away
and am not there another day
don't wonder why im not there
don't wonder why i don't care

love always
~~~~~


(when im upset i kinda get off trck alil, but i still write sorri)

[TroubleX2]

BaSweetie....

wow.. :eek:

Umm... slightly speechless.. I've known way too many mothers that would LOVE to have written or given that to their daughters.

You put into words what many can't, and those words are full of emotion.

I hope that what ever caused you to write this will resolve itself, and that things get better.

[jkf1129]

This was a great poem but very sad... full of pain and silent suffering. Wondering if this was happening to you? Going through things like this are very tuff. It's hard when you feel like no one cares or wants to listen to your feelings. I've been in a similar situation. Hang in there! I hope things get better.